i am : Cheryl Heilemann
age : 15
from : Singapore
interests : photography,visual arts,trip hop,electron pop,robots,electro
addicted to : vintage jewellery,makeup, viwawa,hairspray
about me : I love all sorts of visual art,and i've been taking photos since 2006 (13 yrs old).I work with my Eos 400D.
to see my portfolio,click "gallery" at the top right hand corner :]
photo commissions//open :D photo retouching :
(click for full view)
email for details : terra.heilemann@gmail.com
(manipulations and airbrushing)
You: heyy Stranger: any one from tamilnadu i want to suck ur boobs,ass and pussy Stranger: any one from tamilnadu i want to suck ur boobs,ass and pussy You: im god You: and you're going to hell Stranger: ok come first You: I KEEL YOU
YEAH. PEDOBEARS GO TO HELL WHERE THEY ARE BAKED AT 360 DEGREES IN A GIGANTUM OVEN eww indian pedobears
f my life today. i was being typerhappy when my internet got cut so being the typical annoyed customer,i called starhub only to have them promptly informing me that i havent been paying my bills (for the past few months) so i was thinking "huh,how is that possible!buggers" then i went to check the pile of mail on the drawer Apparently they've been sending the bills to my place instead of my dad's,since my parents are seperated
so..thats $138.37 worth of bills to be paid AND. my dad is in vietnam now eff my life
i wonder if there's a penalty charge for not paying the bill i mean its not my fault they got the wrong address BUGGERS. grr
Monday, November 9, 2009
mr blue sky please tell me why[ 10:36 PM ]
current song : electric light orchestra - mr blue sky
current mood : weird
spazzy lately
undergoing shitloads of changes
ive been sleeping alot,15 hours a day
i realised i can't everytime some guy decides to phone me,i cant tell apart who is who anymore.
they all are starting to sound alike to me
im not looking forward to anything
future is bleak
yay i just made a baby in happy aquarium with you-know-who
well you actually dont know who
future is bleak anyway
bummer
Sunday, November 8, 2009
HE'S THE ALPHABET PONY[ 1:16 PM ]
current song : alphabet pony - the kills current mood : bored
jeux d'enfants/puke-worthy snacks/sara lee chocolate cake/somebody slept too early
somebody didnt sleep at all/photobooth/jumping in the pool on a saturday morning
sleepovers.
no fun not happy got no money need a friend a volcano dish on a mountain-top to live in
Cancel sunday cancel monday don't look at me i been running on a no-tomorrow road at great speed need a punch a pop a bang a different song like a nice new home needs a mean stray dog
We go up down up down up down town again we like the walk the talk don't stop and fall into the quicksand sharp teeth dry heat can't breathe too many sins don't forget my cigarettes and get something that we can drink
he's the alphabet pony~
Saturday, November 7, 2009
kabk[ 6:27 PM ]
current song : sympathy for the devil
current mood : pissed
sometimes i believe that if i chant a mantra in my head daily,for long enough
current song : Lil Kim - Magic Stick (Ft 50 Cent) current mood : grumpy
many people think singapore has only one season
they're wrong
we have 4.
hot. humid. horrible. and hell
today was one of the cooler days though
watched my sister's keeper with mom
was different from the book
i
was
disappointed.
Monday, November 2, 2009
bebop[ 7:37 PM ]
current song : janis joplin - summertime current mood : yay
new macbook fuck yeah! exams ending soon will be shutterhappy soon stay tuned
Thursday, October 15, 2009
one of these mornings[ 6:08 PM ]
current song : summertime - billie holiday
current mood : cant decide
spent last weekend with the usual people again.
went to bugis street for the first time in..a year or so?
so me,mattie and danielle were standing at the i&heart;sex place, looking at the display and making fun of it
when this old guy comes along
stands beside mat
and starts looking at us. (or maybe mat's boobs)
so i went
"dude. theres someone beside us. looking at your boobs"
and she immediately turned left and shrieks
and then drags me and danielle away from the shop
TOTAL ROFL MOMENT .
then the guy goes into the shop ^^
my mushroom fritter thingies ^^ ohgodsogood.orgasmicplz danielle so scene
ob-scene
in the middle of the road,do shit like that! danielle's new hair.... no hair. ROFL. poor thing mattie on the train. love this pic though dani addicted to taptap omnomnom~ still cant bear to leave taptap~ ♥ so mat bought that shirt at bugis street
and the girl on the shirt is all like
SUM BO DEE GONNA GET A HURT REAL BADDDDDD.
so russell peters! sunset :] all so nice and blurry dani took this! i like i dont like DD: lol the mouth
me : *lies beside mat*
mat : aww you're so warm :]
me : thats because im sweating
mat : oh eww
HAHA mat vs a seemingly naked hanis -.-
my taekwando bitch! the grudge eww. sweat. lensbaby! so gangsta dinner webcam
end of sunday-
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
summertime[ 4:49 PM ]
current song : janice joplin - summertime
current mood : calm
spent the whole day sketching,Janice Joplin steams out of my beat up speakers
the rain has slowed to a drizzle
had lunch alone
phone is strangely silent today
but it feels so good
and calm
ohamgee
janice joplin + P.J Harvey + beatles + jefferson airplanes
so trippy nao ♥
Monday, October 12, 2009
did you really want[ 9:55 AM ]
current song : portishead -mysterons current moood : sad
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
I said sucking too hard on your lollipop[ 6:38 PM ]
current song : -
current mood : -
Will these lollipops get me wasted?
- Hell freaking yes they will! You'll be sent on an intergalactic trip to Holyshitland as soon as you take a lick. The crackhead on the street corner tried one and said it was better than smoking rocks. Try one and you'll slice an ear off and give it to a hooker before you can say "Damn, I'm tyrannosaurus wrecked, what the hell happened to my ear?".
now i need one
also a boyfriend
I said sucking too hard on your lollipop Oh, love's gonna get you down
Monday, October 5, 2009
yeah[ 10:31 PM ]
current song : wax tailor - our dance current mood : crybaby
So much sweat and laughter So much for electric beats And spark when you come so sweet goodnight goodnight its been charming
re:[ 8:29 PM ]
current song :
current mood :
re :
you too (:
you wanna condemn people,but yet you're just being another hypocrite,my dear friend
sorry.no
acquaintance.
Friday, October 2, 2009
against the propaganda[ 10:07 PM ]
current song : 等着你回来-白光 current mood : creeped
i ♥ vintage chinese cinema
and i brought a kitty home today
toodles
Monday, September 28, 2009
so i can kill[ 10:12 PM ]
current song : meat beat manifesto - shes unreal
current mood : touched
im crying so hard right now
because im touched
by the things my friends do for me
Friday, September 25, 2009
dont you look tasty like a french bonbon[ 5:35 PM ]
current song : konichinwa bitches - robyn
current mood : friday blues
backlog!
spent last sunday (i think)
with mat,baking fail cherry pie :D
"ooh look! MIRROR! *whips out camera* shopping for pie stuff best way is to cheat
mat goes in the trolley along with everything else
first attempt,fail batter ^-^ silly girl couldnt measure sugar DD: -intermission- *shake shake shake* fi-fucking-nally,its getting baked and it ended up as pie cake ): BANANA PHONE! OMNOMNOM so purdy. i like. ♥
ANNNNNNNND. the previous sunday!
met lenies with shou!
or to you,THE MASTER
the master =w= MASTER IS CURIOUS i is a blondini. or just half & master was a strawberry blonde ♥
did makeup and hair at my place before we met laitlait
hectic i tell you.
PRE-AWESM HAIR
master's awesm glasses btw
AND TADAHHHHHH
we had fun. ohyeaaaahbby so we couldnt decide what colour of hair we should have. and then we tried -orange/red/green/pink/AND FINALLY BLONDE!
oh fail
dinner party at danielle's
danielle making something. i dont know what maggots and blood. yum overstuff croissants leftovers
so Hannan takes the plate of leftover croissants,and dan goes
"HANNAN,WHY YOU EATING THE LEFTOVERS!"
lol at his reaction
and he looks like kumar btw
doubly awesome dopeyfayce ♥ - ok enough. danielle and me! danielle's sexy hair mat being gangsta again my gay friends - hannan (HANNAH) and mat. no wonder i love them
my hannah ♥ half gone lipstick
eww oh hyper hannah's gay face half a smiley face and danielle's hairy arm lapdance! whoohoo
no. kiddin. danielle acting like a sexpot mat acting like a boob groping pedobear yay ♥
i lovieu many many
see you this sunday,u is a punk *wink*
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
hello i blog[ 9:26 PM ]
current song : pictures - sneaky sound system
current mood : bored to tears
hello all fellow blogders.
meet my new friend
his name is chau ah kua.
i am currently battling the food monster,the pms monster,the period monster,the stress monster,the penis monster,the boredom monster.
oh its gonna be war.
Monday, September 21, 2009
i dont know what to say[ 6:13 PM ]
current song : lacrimosa - nachtschatten
current mood : bored and sleepy
i found myself thinking about the time when i was in primary school
my mom dragged me to audition for Oliver!
why?
because "look at those other kids! (referring to my friend who was a child actress) they have the ability to earn money and not burden their parents!"
fml.
why not just get a dog and train it
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
lets dance to joy division[ 4:51 PM ]
current song : -
current mood : excited
pictorial bomb
whoosh
i was lucky enough to spend a week in Tokyo,
but before i left,i got to spend loads of quality time with my frenchie
and someone else.
but it doesnt really matter now does it.
went to mat's place to hang out
and saw the kitties on Emerald hill
"oh look mummie,i thought i saw a pussycat" oh rofl
mat's hair
so pretty aint it
like a lion :D mat and the elephant. self porn so pretty here too DANCE BREAK!
whee LMFAO,that was fun mat's 8th grade hershey's bar. we could omnomnom it for weeks if it were real ): it looks like mat's a dirty pedobear rawr i took this :D chocolate dick roflroflrofl lion. BOOMS skeletal hands on skeletal tits rape. WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE EXPRESSION ON MAT'S FACE. PURE PEDOBEAR ♥ muacks ♥ the aftermath of face rape is evident on her right cheek. heh sad face sum-bo-dee looks cute here :3 :33 now that i look at her,she feels so shy. oh wtf mat bahahah moar face rape :D :DD golden moustachie oh high. purdy blue eyes purdy blue eyes again,
and yay to the the matching shirts we bought at cotton on. ftw :33 :3333 :33333333333333333333 upside down with youyou downside up with no youyou youyou! acting cute with youyou mat says : see you pokepoke so much,he don't like you anymore i sez : pfffffffffffff *pokepoke*mat's nametag mat's being a lion again aww~ huggies~ "whot?" stab my heart i want to die ): me too ):
had so much fun
And whizzed to Tokyo a few days later
the first hotel we checked into was amazing
we booked a japanese style room,and very much to my surprise,
it came with 4 channels of porn! rape scene. serious the first one is AXN, the rest are pornos. BAD PORNOS I MIGHT ADD. so lousy. even have to pay for AXN. so i got bored and camwhoredand also,our room came with a garden at the back awesomeee camwhore more ^^
Spent the next day at Tsukiji market.
FISH market.
the sashimi was so awesomely great kissy poo takoyaki! boring stupid picture the shrimp is ♥ more boring pictures fish fish fish stuffed gator in a shop,2m
looks very scary deer head, i love it though,its so pretty
would look better on a deer body than on a plague i reckon stuffed - i forgot whats its name- and its brother too stuffed polar bear!!
amazing how they do it dried octopus o.0 king crab king crab at 32 bux! this reminds me of AVP. idk why. candy shop! konpeito and jellybeans akihabara sexy tissue paper packet distributor at shibuya
he is so awesome
i asked if i could take his picture and he blushed
LOL stupid bird thing harajuku park more of harajuku park my mom pops up in every picture!
HARAJUKUUUUUU~
awesome shopes
awesome decor awesome promoters bands with awesome hair this pretty girl in red running past,what she wears is zomaifakingawd naise. dressed to impress,backs turned to audience -.- another pretty lolita girl ♥ loves it i will not hug a pedobear
but i will take his picture so i can blog about it this pair reminds me of shousama and myself. awesome innit? and this guy reminds me of allen walker (blondie in bowtie)
dunno about the one beside him tho
i wouldnt go bother him if i were you saussagesssss MT FUJI! foooooooooooooooooooooood injured kitties,who arent so friendly :/ cute shops along the way ive never seen nature so beautiful
at least not in singapore -.-
vending machine for shou sama cable car ride to idk where lensbaby action! more lensbaby action! again! and so we went to owakudani
fucking hot
fucking expensive too ):
hello kitty dressed in a sulfur boiled egg costume.
black eggs
they didnt come cheap too
1 egg sells for 2 bux
my mom still believes the money was well spent on those eggs
i think otherwise
but those workers who have to walk up and down the mountain to collect those sulphur eggs, major phew,stupidly hot,i pity them so much
rushed to catch a cruise to idk where again madly beautiful ships docked in a quaint little town with quaint little boats. LOVES makes me feel like im in pokemonland bus ride back i saw these kids playing,reminds me of my pathetic childhood. PUI. some castle thingy
the next day,i was left to go out alone while my mom's at her seminar, i went to shop at harajuku again, sales were madly awesome. up to 80% off. motherucking AWESOME
and i saw that cute ad at the metro.changed hotels today changed hotels today,with great service,great rooms,great everything dasbhduIUDGHuiw *keyboard dance*
went to 7-11 across the hotel to buy sorbet
yay
if this was fb,i would tag mat as the ice cream *snigger* hotel view the computer which doubled as a tv. hair held by makeup brushes
awesome amount of candy i bought. i had more in the other back
so 10 days went by,and when we reached the airport,we had 2 hrs waiting time Walked around buying more candy and i saw this fucking huge insects dried remains of some unlucky bastard the other bastard who ate that bastard damn fucking cheebai big i swear looks like hes thirsty
anyway i almost missed the flight because of all the walking around
blah
had to run damn far while lugging bags of candy
but still made it though
reached Singapore after 6 hours. skin all mucky and disgusting. hair all mucky and disgusting
eww.
Went out with mat again the next day. TO THE BABY FAIR! were being stupid and we attempted to squeeze the boob so we would have an epic picture to post on facebook and the promoter came by (oh sheit DD: )
and she asks mat
promoter :"so you like to take pictures huh"
mat :"yes! very much! so how does this thing work?" promoter :" oh blahblahblah -insert instructional rambling here-
me : "so is the boob part of how it works? or is it just for demostration?"
promoter : " demostration"
mat : "my mom never fed me from her boob,she always used the bottle *hand gestures*"
-awkward silence-
"er..bye"
HAHAH
boob. and then to mat's house again to study );
IB textbooks are so thick. omg
i cannot imagine bringing even one to school
i wonder how many she brings
must be damn heavy
went purikura-ing after studying
pure epicness in a little booth
i love my friends
ok
more specifically
i love mat :D
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
i fought the war but the war won[ 2:14 PM ]
current song : monster hospital - metric current mood : awesome
went to harajuku today on my own, and ｉ totally felt like dora the explorer bahahahha made it there without losing my way,it was awesome summer sales = sundresses + espadrilles on 70% off ｉ got a 5000￥dress for 1500￥today. mwahahahahahahah
^^v
im having a blast awesome hotel where they provide shiseido skincare and a tv that doubles as a computer (which has porn in it btw) and also a ps3 plus the people are so nice zomg
ｉ was on the metro today,where this family walks in with a stroller and the baby made faces at me so ｉ made faces back and hence the face battle of epic proportions begun ^^
いどのｔわんｔとごほめとふぁせてょせふｃけｒｓ go figure
Thursday, September 3, 2009
not as good as we've been[ 8:17 PM ]
current song : dirty sanchez - fuckin on the dancefloor current mood : disappointed
Was supposed to speak German for 21 days straight starting a few days ago i gave up on day 1 D:
on the other hand,plane for Tokyo leaves in just a little over 10 hours i havent packed yet
i dont feel like packing fml
and,if you have another hand,on that hand, new pic!
yay.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
another fucking time[ 11:04 AM ]
current song : - current mood : rage
i would call you a whore but then again you're too fucking ugly you're NOT worthy of being a whore
Monday, August 31, 2009
TRANNIES FIRST,LADIES SECOND, MEN LAST[ 8:46 AM ]
current song : -
current mood : sleepy
drug abusers are the most manipulative people in the world
dont answer that phone if you know they're lying
Sunday, August 30, 2009
batman's gonna kick your ass[ 3:53 AM ]
current song :
current mood : -
9488.) You sent me a message yesterday, gushing about the new girl you've fallen for. She's beautiful, you say. She's hilarious, you say. She's everything you've been looking for, you say. She's everything that you told me I was three months ago. But you're no longer interested in me, you say. It's time to move on, you say.
9470.) i'm tired, my insides hurt, and i wish you felt the way i feel about you.
9462.) I read your text messages over and over and still get butterflies.
9435.) My biggest dream is to have this reblogged 737 times. Let's say it represents all of those people who've had a dream only to have it crushed by someone else.
9407.) I don't believe in god
9400.) I hated waiting for your nonsense messages, &yet, I still sit here, and stares at my phone for hours now.
9396.) My cat is so sexy.. Sometimes I wish he were a real person. He seems he would be the very mysterious romantic type that would sweep me off my feet.
9393.) i hate that we're always online at the same time, and yet you never IM me anymore. you said you wouldn't forget me, was it a lie?
9379.) i'm tired of wishing i lived my best friend's life.
9476.) In middle school, late one night as I lay in bed, looking into the future I could see nothing past fifteen.
Here the countdown began, and my death-clock has kept ticking ever since. I am in high school now, and for the past year I have never felt more alone. My family knows, they’ve heard the diagnosis, but no one truly knows the extent of my depression, my perpetual act ensures this. I am absolutely miserable, with only two things keeping my feet on the ground: my 6 year old brother and June 23, my sixteenth birthday.
I got some bad news this morning Which in turn made my day When this someone spoke I listened All of a sudden, has less and less to say Ohhhhhh how could this be? All this time, I've lived vicariously
is that your identity[ 3:46 AM ]
current song :
current mood: self hate
i feel myself
slipping into mediocrity
i want to die
pretty[ 12:14 AM ]
current mood : cynical
current song : pretty - kidney theives
i feel like -
I'm pretty, what do I deserve I feel pretty, until I walk out the door I wonder when pretty's gonna bleed My monster has all the time he needs
So I came home to feel ugly again Feels better alone, pretty ugly again If you come back around I may not let you in Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.
You're so pretty, could I get the nerve You said, "I love you, pretty" What do I deserve I wonder if pretty's gonna waste My monster has all the time in the day
So I came home to feel ugly again Feels better alone, pretty ugly again If you come back around I may not let you in Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.
I wonder what pretty has to say I want to feel pretty every day I wonder what it's like to be pretty.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
whoohoo[ 9:29 PM ]
current song : until we bleed - lykke li / kleerup
current mood : contented
recently ive got nothing to talk about,
becuase recently im just so happy with life
even though im staying later and later in school (sometimes till 10pm)
and i realised that i enjoy the company of fellow human beings even though work is shit
and i also realised that the sentence that me and my best friend often exchage is
you know,i just realised
now thats a thought
lol
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
this is damn gay lah.[ 1:12 PM ]
current song : oompa til du dor - kaizers
current mood : unhappy
missed school today because i woke up sounding like a frog and sneezing like mad
got news from my best friend that i got B4 for my chinese O LVL
what does this mean?
Drastic improvement from my consistant 4 year C6 grade for chinese? (huzzah!)
WRONG
itmeansthatididnt get an A and i have to retake the damn paper
fucking gay
plus i went out early in the morning,walking under the hot sun to get my foam thingy
it was sweltering hot
the kind of sweltering that i bake my cookies in
today is a gay day
Sunday, August 16, 2009
underway[ 7:05 PM ]
current song : sirenia - the path to decay
current mood : murderous
blitzkrieg blitzkrieg fucking boom
Mother going ballistic over a window i forgot to close
BALLISTIC ok.
now she's screaming about unrelated stuff
i
cannot
fucking
stand
it
anymore
i totally regret the japan trip
i dont want to go AT ALL.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
ghostbusters![ 3:10 PM ]
current song : submarines - you,me and the bourgeoisie
current mood : -
ghost stories!
under the influence of pika-chieu,i've recently been addicted to reading them during my spare time and scaring myself shitless at night
so i came across this thread on a forum,about ghost story in schools,
and i thought of the time i saw something o.O (or maybe it was just me)
Once,me and my bff were staying back for art elective,and when we were packing up to leave
then i had the urge to pee
Art room was on the 2nd level and because the indian lady had already locked up the 1st floor staircase (grrr hate her),there was only the 3rd level TOILET available
dumdumdum the plot thickens!
As i walked in,there was a blast of cold air (which wasnt very unusual,because it was a very very very hot day,and for some reason,the temperature of toilets in school is ..very cold?)
yeah so anyway i walked in, and i saw this girl, im guessing lower sec, in uniform,and a yellow backpack,sitting on the sink and staring at me
ps, if you still can't imagine,heres what it looks like
yeah so anyway,she was just sitting there and staring at me,but there was just something wrong with the whole picture. she wasn't holding a phone or mp3, unlike most girls in the toilets (because they would be skipping class and texting their friends). She was just sitting,and swinging her legs. But i brushed the thought off,thinking that she may just be waiting for her friend.
So i entered,and decided to walk down the cubicles to the very last one to see if what i thought was true.
dude,all the cubicles were empty. By this time,all my hairs were standing already, and i could still feel her staring at me. Didnt know what to do,because if i want to get out,i still have to walk past her! Plus i didnt have my phone with me at that time so i just went to pee anyway ^^ And again,when inside the cubicle,i was thinking . "ok maybe she'll leave if i take long enough" And when i opened the door,walked out,SHE WAS STILL THERE STARING AT ME cheebai,i really freaked out and headed for the very last sink opposite her and ran out the door
so i rannnn back down to the art room,and told my friends about it, they took it with a pinch of salt, but they didnt dare to go see ^_^
until now,i dont know if she was human or ghost,but ive definitely never seen her around in school
PART TWO
A few weeks after that incident,my bff and I were again at art elective,but this time,she had to go. And she didnt wanna go alone after that story,so i went with her
Everything was fine,we were in cubicles beside each other,until suddenly,there was a really weird some coming from one of the cubicles
(a cross between a shriek and gurgling?)
and bff screamed and ran out of the cubicle and started banging on the door of my cubicle
telling me to open the door
inside,i was like
"oh shit. what if shes possessed?!!?"
it took me quite awhile to open the door lol
Didnt see anything,but it was quite funny actually
and i guess this concludes my closest encounters
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
FML[ 10:17 PM ]
current song : pink floyd - brain damage
current mood : confused
some days you look back in life while reading fml ,and you ask
this song brings back memories (because we did this song for English at sec 2 with Ms Liyana)
i was just thinking about it moments ago
and i realised i could actually relate to this song because i know outcasts who get bullied in school
the nice one,the quiet one,and the one reading about science and smart stuff
suddenly this scary thought popped into my head
what if one day he decided to show up in class,holding a (gun/parang/murder weapon),will i be regretting not being his friend?
And also,since he's always being so quiet and having no friends,
i was talking to the (very nice) guys who usually hang around him so he won't he so lonely
i asked,if he would turn gay when he grows up (straight face,no joke)
then they told me,
if he remains this quiet when he graduates from sec school,or if they are not there to follow him through his poly days,
he would definitely turn gay
now thats another scary thought.
Monday, August 10, 2009
rawr[ 8:26 PM ]
current song : rhythm heaven - remix 8
current mood : bored
i got a question todayyyy :D
was that u on sg idol? if yes i think you really look like myolie wu anon | 08.10.09 - 7:27 am | #
Dear annoynomous, nope i wasn't on SG idol, my friends think i can't sing to save anyone's life
but i suppose you're directing that Myolie Wu comment at my friend instead of me..?
Sunday, August 9, 2009
pocket pistols[ 9:48 PM ]
current song : Rhythm Heaven - Remix 8
current mood : dreamy
i'd like to get lost with someone in tokyo
while this
plays in the background
we'll be running while everything passes by in slow mo
thats so cinematic
i could be a director ^^
Friday, August 7, 2009
wheej[ 10:45 PM ]
current song : vengaboys
current mood : hungry
i was just talking to my (ahlian :p ) friend who took part in SG idol
heh (so uber cute right)
anyway i was asking her if there were gonna be any weird ppl dressing up as bananas,cows, or maybe even 2nd generation steven lims
if you dont know steven lim,(click below for the infamous audition)
AND SHE SAID YES!!!!
mwahaha i cant wait to watch
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
fuck off[ 9:56 PM ]
current song : -
current mood : -
i've decided.
that i leave more personal stuff to an alternate blog that i've had for some time already
since everytime i type it out in this little box on blogger dot com, i have the urge to just backspace the whole entry
im not abandoning here,
shoots + fun stuff : www dot gommedecerise dot tk (the alternate entrance to here is still electriksoda dot blogspot dot com, chillax, i havent moved)
personal matters meant for eyes of friends : ree-v dot blogspot dot com
its locked,yes
If friends want to know what is going on with you,they would have all the right to ask
And they wouldnt be shy to ask either
But people who want to know,and are too shy to ask,
just proves that they are online stalkers
and they should btfo,...really
congrats if you know my pswd too
Monday, August 3, 2009
damaged[ 7:49 PM ]
current song : danity kane - damaged
current mood : *insert sad face*
i'll have you know that praying to tua pek gong didnt work
at least not for me anyway
Sunday, August 2, 2009
i cant think of anything to write here[ 10:24 AM ]
current song : underwater love- smoke city
current mood : anxious
is praying to tua pek gong that hopefully mommycat is able to come to Tokyo too
t-o-k-y-o![ 12:49 AM ]
current song : metric - the twist
current mood : excited?
my mom's company is sending her to tokyo for 2 weeks (+++)
so who else to drag along but me (:
a few posts ago i was mentioning that i wanna go to Tokyo somewhere this year ( after watching that ganguro video + too many episodes of D greyman + jigoku shoujo + eating sushi for dinner for almost a week now)
and whoa,that wish came true a little bit too fast
YES I'LL BE GOING TO TOKYO IN SEPTEMBERRRRRR
and prolly hanging around myself since mommy's gonna be at the office all day
fingers crossed that maan's coming too
p.s : today i learnt that when a uber big (almost too good to be true) opportunity comes your way,
its either
a) not true,stupid
b) life changing
usually it leans towards A,but lets hope it goes towards B this time ^^
Saturday, August 1, 2009
why would i hitch a ride when i can drive[ 10:23 AM ]
current song : the twist - metric
current mood : in love
The rhythm of a stranger's skin. Infidel to die for what I am doing will happen in the morning when the mirror won't recognize me He holds a certain gesture when we're lovin' to ask each other "Do you want it?" "Do you want me?" I want it. It is you. You are where I want to be.
Friday, July 31, 2009
fell asleep somewhere[ 9:55 PM ]
current song : jasdebi's song
current mood : h*ly fuck
7539.) I'm afraid you and I could never develop a real relationship because the only time we open up to each other is when we're both on drugs.
(via blogsecret)
Thursday, July 30, 2009
one day batman fucked superman and they made a baby[ 9:47 PM ]
Current song : plaid - k3
current mood : doped
sometimes i wish my name was batman too
then i can go kick ass of people who decide to piss me off in a room full of murder weapons
i am : Cheryl Heilemann
jeux d'enfants/puke-worthy snacks/sara lee chocolate cake/somebody slept too early
many people think singapore has only one season
my mushroom fritter thingies ^^ ohgodsogood.orgasmicplz 
danielle so scene
danielle's new hair.... no hair. ROFL. poor thing 
mattie on the train. love this pic though 
dani addicted to taptap 
omnomnom~ 
still cant bear to leave taptap~ 
♥ 
so mat bought that shirt at bugis street
sunset :] 
all so nice and blurry 
dani took this! i like 
i dont like DD: 
lol the mouth 
mat vs a seemingly naked hanis -.-
the grudge 
eww. sweat. 
lensbaby! 
so gangsta 
dinner 
webcam
Will these lollipops get me wasted?
"ooh look! MIRROR! *whips out camera*
shopping for pie stuff
best way is to cheat
first attempt,fail batter
^-^
silly girl couldnt measure sugar DD:
-intermission- *shake shake shake*
fi-fucking-nally,its getting baked
and it ended up as pie cake ):
BANANA PHONE!
OMNOMNOM
so purdy. i like. ♥
the master =w=
MASTER IS CURIOUS
i is a blondini. or just half
& master was a strawberry blonde ♥
AND TADAHHHHHH
we had fun. ohyeaaaahbby
so we couldnt decide what colour of hair we should have. and then we tried -orange/red/green/pink/AND FINALLY BLONDE!
oh fail
danielle making something. i dont know what
maggots and blood. yum
overstuff croissants
leftovers
dopeyfayce ♥
- ok enough.
danielle and me!
danielle's sexy hair
mat being gangsta again
my gay friends - hannan (HANNAH) and mat. no wonder i love them
my hannah ♥
half gone lipstick
oh hyper
hannah's gay face
half a smiley face and danielle's hairy arm
lapdance! whoohoo
danielle acting like a sexpot
mat acting like a boob groping pedobear
yay ♥
meet my new friend
"oh look mummie,i thought i saw a pussycat" oh rofl
mat's hair
mat and the elephant. self porn
so pretty here too
DANCE BREAK!
whee LMFAO,that was fun
mat's 8th grade hershey's bar. we could omnomnom it for weeks if it were real ):
it looks like mat's a dirty pedobear
rawr
i took this :D
chocolate dick roflroflrofl
lion. BOOMS
skeletal hands on skeletal tits
rape. WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE EXPRESSION ON MAT'S FACE. PURE PEDOBEAR
♥ muacks ♥
the aftermath of face rape is evident on her right cheek. heh
sad face
sum-bo-dee looks cute here
:3
:33
now that i look at her,she feels so shy. oh wtf mat
bahahah moar face rape
:D
:DD
golden moustachie
oh high.
purdy blue eyes
purdy blue eyes again,
:33
:3333
:33333333333333333333
upside down with youyou
downside up with no youyou
youyou!
acting cute with youyou
mat says : see you pokepoke so much,he don't like you anymore
i sez : pfffffffffffff *pokepoke*
mat's nametag
mat's being a lion again
aww~
huggies~
"whot?"
stab my heart i want to die ):
me too ):
rape scene. serious
the first one is AXN, the rest are pornos. BAD PORNOS I MIGHT ADD.
so lousy. even have to pay for AXN.
so i got bored and camwhored
and also,our room came with a garden at the back
awesomeee
camwhore more ^^
kissy poo
takoyaki!
boring stupid picture
the shrimp is ♥
more boring pictures
fish
fish
fish
stuffed gator in a shop,2m
deer head, i love it though,its so pretty
stuffed - i forgot whats its name-
and its brother too
stuffed polar bear!!
dried octopus o.0
king crab
king crab at 32 bux!
this reminds me of AVP. idk why.
candy shop!
konpeito and jellybeans
akihabara
sexy tissue paper packet distributor at shibuya
stupid bird thing
harajuku park
more of harajuku park
my mom pops up in every picture!
awesome decor
awesome promoters
bands with awesome hair
this pretty girl in red running past,what she wears is zomaifakingawd naise.
dressed to impress,backs turned to audience -.-
another pretty lolita girl
♥
loves it
i will not hug a pedobear
this pair reminds me of shousama and myself. awesome innit?
and this guy reminds me of allen walker (blondie in bowtie)
saussagesssss
MT FUJI!
foooooooooooooooooooooood
injured kitties,who arent so friendly :/
cute shops along the way
ive never seen nature so beautiful
vending machine for shou sama
cable car ride to idk where
lensbaby action!
more lensbaby action!
again!
and so we went to owakudani
hello kitty dressed in a sulfur boiled egg costume.
rushed to catch a cruise to idk where again
madly beautiful ships
docked in a quaint little town with quaint little boats. LOVES
makes me feel like im in pokemonland
bus ride back
i saw these kids playing,reminds me of my pathetic childhood. PUI.
some castle thingy
the next day,i was left to go out alone while my mom's at her seminar, i went to shop at harajuku again, sales were madly awesome. up to 80% off. motherucking AWESOME
changed hotels today,with great service,great rooms,great everything dasbhduIUDGHuiw *keyboard dance*
yay
hotel view
the computer which doubled as a tv.
hair held by makeup brushes
awesome amount of candy i bought. i had more in the other back
Walked around buying more candy and i saw this
fucking huge insects
dried remains of some unlucky bastard
the other bastard who ate that bastard
damn fucking cheebai big i swear
looks like hes thirsty
TO THE BABY FAIR!
were being stupid and we attempted to squeeze the boob so we would have an epic picture to post on facebook and the promoter came by (oh sheit DD: )
boob.
and then to mat's house again to study );
pure epicness in a little booth
yay.
